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<Mary L. Tabor>'s avatar

"Looking inward to claim your strength" -- indeed, and so much more. Blessings ...

Andrei Atanasov's avatar

Thanks for reading, Mary!

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Nov 16, 2024
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<Mary L. Tabor>'s avatar

And a better thank you, much as I appreciate this would be to read me as well! Let's support each other. Friendship grows, connection happens ...

Kimberly Warner's avatar

Nadia, this is an extraordinary piece. I can feel the transformation happening even as the essay progresses, just like you described her album—tentative, vulnerable at its opening and howling with self-compassion and hope at the end. (Now I feel like I need to needle-sculpt you a white wolf!)

This phrase claimed so much truth:

“looking inward to reclaim your strength and freedom in order to break away outwardly.”

While that inward journey can sometimes feel laborious, empty, wayward and uncertain, it is indeed where we reclaim the strength that is then exercised through our choices in the outer world.

Thank you for sharing your beautiful heart with us!

Andrei Atanasov's avatar

Thank you so much for checking this one out, Kimberly!

Weston Parker's avatar

Nadia, Sometimes someone else's comment says what I want to say but better, as Kimberly does here. Nadia, that was such a double whammy, physical illness and emotional loss/trauma. My wife woke me this morning telling me about a dream with wolves. I wonder where I could listen to her music, any idea? Thank you for this piece (of your heart) of writing. Wes

Andrei Atanasov's avatar

Hey, Weston! You can find many of her songs on Youtube. Not 100% sure about all the ones mentioned in this piece, though I believe so. Thanks for reading!

Weston Parker's avatar

Thank you Andrei, I will listen to her.

Mr. Troy Ford's avatar

Congrats, Andrei! And Nadia: my goodness, each time the outer layer peels off, there's another more tender and beautiful one beneath. Thank you for sharing this - Elisapie is a new favorite. 💜

Andrei Atanasov's avatar

Thanks for reading, sir!🎩

Julia Bedell's avatar

Gosh, this is beautiful. I’m struck both by Nadia’s words and by your soul-affirming trust of a guest writer with your space. Thanks for allowing us to witness 💜

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I’m glad you were here to witness, Julia!

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Nov 17, 2024
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Julia Bedell's avatar

For real tho

Kathleen Clare Waller's avatar

Beautiful writing, Nadia. I’m sorry you went through this but your words touch our souls! 💜

Andrei, congrats on 2 years and excited about your latest project!

Jeffrey Streeter's avatar

A beautiful, moving essay, Nadia! And congratulations, Andrei. I like this name for the Substack, Attempts to tell the truth; good luck for the next year.

Andrei Atanasov's avatar

Likewise, Jeffrey! Love your work!

Alexander Ipfelkofer's avatar

Congratulations Andrei! Hope the novel is progressing well. All the best!

Andrei Atanasov's avatar

It’s going along. Will be finished sooner or later, thanks, Alexander! 🙏🏻

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Nov 20, 2024
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Claudia Befu's avatar

What a beautiful and poetic essay, Nadia. Thank you for opening your heart and for these soothing images. One day we'll miss snow. I already feel melancholic about it even though winter is almost upon us here in Austria.

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Congratulations on the anniversary, Andrei.

Nadia, what a heartfelt post. Really touched by your writing and truth you share here. Many hugs.

"I felt like Sarah in Labyrinth trying to save her baby brother and escape Jareth’s overwhelming grasp; in my case, I was trying to regain the strength within me to leave a harmful relationship for us both." 🧡

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Nov 16, 2024
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Andrei Atanasov's avatar

❤️❤️❤️ thanks so much for being a part of this and celebrating with me, Nadia! You’ve been incredibly supportive over the last two years.

Alexander Ipfelkofer's avatar

What a splendid celebration! Music is medicine for the soul.